Covid-19 free and still scared to become a ts lesbian or atleast a sissy

Sometimes I want to be a transsexual lesbian I want to look beautiful and feminine like a woman but still have a penis and be with another person who looks like a woman that has a penis as well.

I'm gay

I've been bisexual probably since 2002 but not into me the other day that I really accept the fact that I am gay I used to not think I was gay because I was attracted to women and I actually had sex with women I'm still attracted to women but I'm no longer having sex with you and I'm pursuing mini and I can try sexually as much anymore I'm getting older I really just want someone to spend my time with you know a business partner for real a friend asexual part as well.but since I'm having a terrible job at pain women or men I think I'm going to take off my energy from focusing on trying to get someone to like me to establishing my business better have quite a few businesses that I would like to launch but I'm procrastinating on .. I'm asking you all to support me read my articles subscribe I don't buy it support me unity thank you I love everyone I hope you love me be blessed.