I remember when I was shame to let my face be seen by a dick on camera... The camera showed me how gay I am. How much I like dick it showed me the facts and how much I have changed or beginning to accept myself and find my self... If I could have had a choice I would have rather have a fat ass pussy with lips like Sasha and clitoris like Jeri on the pump ( looks like a little penis) and it would always be wet I would have fucked x3 as many people I probably would have kids... But I have accepted being blessed to have a BBC and from the waist down from behind I am built like a female and I know if I took hormones I would be passable and more happy because of the attention I would have. I'm scared of the opportunity to make things easier for me as far me being my true natural self not me being this socially conditioned man that is soft spoiled sexy and always evolving and growing. I wanna look like a female now and have breast but I have to go through the transition and earn my titties so I can appreciate them and myself... I'm a transexual sissy lesbian who is attracted to feminine looking people whose penis can get a erection because I am attracted to femininity but I get aroused from just seeing a circumcised veiny thick dick gets me hard... I must admit that I rather get my prostate massaged and stimulated by a penis until I get a handsfree prostate orgasm instead of my penis getting physically stimulated by anything... I am hoe, I want a whore and proud to be a hoe... I like how dem hoes be looking when they fucking and I want to see myself like that too... I got on hard watching myself suck dat dick like a true headhunter and as I write this I want to suck some dick and wish that this dildo was real...
